Seeing this beautiful woman, I said to myself that beauty was really horrible. Added to youth, it’s downright unfair, almost indecent.
I observed her face, her eyebrows, her eyes, her mouth, she had a sublime face
I said to myself but why? Why her? Why is she so beautiful? And why aren't the people around... aren't ugly, let's say they're banal, invisible.
There is something awful... Beauty is really disgusting!